Tonight I come to you through a waterfall of tears.
Right now they are angry tears. Asking how? Why?
I'm asking God to show me...I hear no answer, or maybe I do and don't want to listen, I don't know right now. I'm crying out to Him. Why me? Why us? What did I do to deserve this?
I know I didn't deserve anything. Its just the Devil trying to rear his little head in there...
The Bible says it is supposed to be a physical representation of the Holy Trinity and learning how to Love and Serve one another unconditionally. Wives, submit to your husbands as to the Lord. Husbands, love your wives just as Christ loved the Church and gave himself up for her.
Be Kind and Compassionate to each other, Forgive one another, Just as Christ God forgave you. Ephesians 4:32
Week one of counseling has yielded nothing really. I just relearned what I knew already but forgot/set aside.
I don't know what he got from it, he isn't talking to me right now.
Ending with tears of sorrow.